MY MISSION: TO COMPLETE 102 DIFFERENT THINGS

BEFORE 2012 RUNS OUT!







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יום רביעי, 25 ביולי 2012

Nightime Murmurs

Okay so right now its about 4;30 in the morning and i'm not in the least bit tired. in the backround you can hear mum shouting something about me not wearing tights. let her stop me.

anyway, we're all up and packing. to be honest i've already finished which was surprising but mum and dad are still going on sorting through towels and old socks. yesterday mum and i were zapping through the TV settings and what do we find out? 5 days before we get the hell out of here we realize we can watch a ton on TV series FREE! including my alleged Grey's Anatomy. Well, since then for two nights straight i've been watching it on the Tv instead on my lousy computer. the only difference is the subtitles, the volume and the quality so no big deal. meanwhile i think mum is also getting interested....

so the countdown currently stands at four days to go before the flight. we've already had all the goodbye parties but its still just the close friends and family we'll be seeing. my friends planed my a surprise party this monday and it was amazing! it was at my friend's grandmother's house (i know) but it was huge! the house had a regular 25 meter pool, a tennis court and i think two jaquesies (how on earth do you spell that!?)

to be honest i kinda ruined their surprise because having my suspicions i eventually found out about it and by that time nobody was troubling to deny it. anyway, it was AWESOME! everybody was waiting for me at the house, and the pretence of going in was that my friend had to drop off a towel... humph...

once i was inside i was ambushed with hugs and tons and people, trying to look surprised all the same.. we were in the pool for several hours from 16:30 to about 21:00- having about an hour break for food and a trivia!! it was really sweet, but i would've expected so much more! i would've been highly disappointed if the wouldn' t have know my colour eyes or hair (both questions on the test). i would've made soo much fun of myself! but i guess they were being nice... oh! and also my friends wrote and really cool rap about me! it was only a couple of seconds long but it was funnyyyyy!


i think only now the realization is starting to hit me. once i see the house empty and once i'll really be at the airport i'll truly understand the huge realization that i'm not going back. i'm going to start a new life right now in chicago and leave everything behind. i'm optimistic about so many things but then again my friend told me not to wish for things that will only disappoint me in the end. right now what other option do i have?

i've told myself that i'm going to keep in touch with my friends, or at least the ones that matter to me but how long is that going to last? i mean, sure, i'll write postcards and letters  and believe it or not created a postcard kit including everything from stickers to paper to coloured envelopes. i get really easily excited by these things, i have everything organized inside my suitcase. thats it. i'm moving in only four days and i've already suitcased most of my stuff. i hat living by the bags, its so irritating! having everything in place and trying to stay tidy...

anyway, i'll do the best i can. i have aobut 25 days in chicago to do whatever the hell i wish- which is a Lot of time. besides, i'm not even going to have all my stuff with me. I'm for now stuck with 20 kilo worth of stuff taken in my suitcase and another two boxes of clothes and stuff that is being flown directly over to our house in chicago while we stop in new york and will arrive shortly after us.

during that time what am i going to do? no use trying to organize my room, but i desperately plan on getting to know the town better and exploringg. i plan on a lot of drawing and computer time. i think a little bit of arts and crafts wont damage anything and Shopping. i'm counting on that.

anyway, i've got a lot of mission stuff to get going on! maybe right now i'll actually have time...

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